Today should be the day

I have counted down the days and waited with keen anticipation for today to arrive. What am I waiting for? Well today I should have gotten my period. The much anticipated November period which is to mark the beginning of our new IVF cycle. I can honestly say until these last few months I have never wished for my period to come in fact the exact opposite - month after month for several years I have waited for it not to come and to be pregnant. It has not however arrived as expected today and that does not mean I am pregnant it just means we have to wait until it arrives. It will come of course - just not on time!!

Life rolls right along....

This week I was back at work looking after Declan and Reuben after a month break. It was a bit of a shock to the system but also fantastic - I missed them so much, I think Declan wishes I would stop hugging and kissing him!! Reuben has grown so much and is almost walking - thank god - he's way too heavy to carry around for much longer!!

We've gotten straight back into our routine and had a trip to The Beach House on Monday and then today we spent 3 hours playing in the park with my friend Adina and her boys, Riley & Finlay. Declan & Riley have developed a really gorgeous and special friendship and it has been an absolute pleasure to watch.

I was fortunate to meet 2 great girls Helen and Adina while I was pregnant (we were all in pregnancy yoga classes together) and we meet up regularly with their kids and my babysitting kids and it's a lot of fun for the kids and us.

I'm so lucky to have a job that I love so much and to be able to share in the lives of 4 amazing kids.

Rob and I are really excited because it should only be a week or so until we start IVF again and we're looking forward to the beginning of that new journey. We will of course keep you all posted on our progress.